Saturday, September 12, 2009

here i am sitting wishing waiting sometimes hating

and Here I sit
and there I listen
and somewhere someone hears
the call to be.

but for now I lay down this drivel
to curb the cravings
till I can scribe my ravings
that follow your mental pavings
and now this rhyme's gonna heed the
stop sign that just came into view and I'm
gonna go brew
some coffee and these freshly ground ideas that I
just picked up from you and the Gaarder.

Beach Glass


While you walk on the water's edge,
turning over concepts
I can't envision, the honking buoy
serves notice that at any time
the wind may change,
the reef-bell clatters
its treble monotone, deaf as Cassandra
to any note but warning. The ocean,
cumbered by no business more urgent
than keeping open old accounts
that never balanced,
goes on shuffling its milleniums
of quartz, granite, and basalt.
It behaves
toward the permutations of novelty--
driftwood and shipwreck, last night's
beer cans, spilt oil, the coughed-up
residue of plastic -- with random
impartiality, playing catch or tag
or touch-last like a terrier,
turning the same thing over and over,
over and over. For the ocean, nothing
is beneath consideration.
The houses
of so many mussels and periwinkles
have been abandoned here, it's hopeless
to know which to salvage. Instead
I keep a lookout for beach glass--
amber of Budweiser, chrysoprase
of Almaden and Gallo, lapis
by way of (no getting around it,
I'm afraid) Phillips'
Milk of Magnesia, with now and then a rare
translucent turquoise or blurred amethyst
of no known origin.
The process
goes on forever: they come from sand,
they go back to gravel,
along with the treasures
of Murano, the buttressed
astonishments of Chartres,
which even now are readying
for being turned over and over as gravely
and gradually as an intellect
engaged in the hazardous
redefinitions of structures
no one has yet looked at.

--Amy Clampitt

Thursday, September 10, 2009

And So it Is: from 4 september 2005

The events of yesterday: fixed
Easter 2005: irrevocable
my hair: curly
infinity: immeasurable
baby's birth: miraculous
mind's capacity: growing

The events of today: impressionable
communion: soul-full
war between love and hate: lingering
overcoming disappointment: hopefully
cleaning and dishes: practical
resolution: essential

The events of tomorrow: inevitable
my dreams: malleable.................................. perhaps
infinity: unimaginable
someone's death: ordered
truth: discovered
beauty: revealed